Has anyone else (totally not targeted at me):
Tw: sensetive topics, mention of su¡c¡d3!
Felt Insecure for being alive?
Texting someone and thinking “I am just an attention seeker”
Counting how many times you breathed
Hiding in the bathroom from your parents/guardian
Taking a step, imaging it was the edge of a building
Felt like your whole life revolved around your phone because of the people you talk to.
Thinking if the person you care for cares for you as well
Thinking who would care if you would die
Comparing yourself to others
Felt useless
Wanted to end your life
Kept on being compared to others
Overshared to a person, and now they think you are insane
Always energetic around your fav people, smiling being happy, and then you just feel so sad for no reason?
Get this awful feeling when a parents tells you smth bad and your heart starts hurting, you feel numb… and just feel so usless.
If you feel any of those
You have trauma!
You feel neglected
You hate yourself
Get attached easily to people
Cry for no reason!
Feel useless
But I’ll tell you this:
Many people care for you. You are needed and Ill kill the people who insulted you >:(
Is scary how specific this is, but tbh its real :c
Its like if your life is full of insecurities, many ppl like you, but you always wonder how soon they will be disappointed in you or leave you aside…so you try to do everything you can to please them, bcos you fear that at the slightest flaw they can find in you, they will just dump you, and you will b replaced ;-;
