I have strong emotions for my bestie of 8 years. Whenever we are together, I feel calm and content. I find myself desiring to kiss her soft, pink lips. I’ve felt this way even before I identified as queer. Her smile and the way she talks to me makes me feel very loved. However, she is straight and a devoted Christian, so the possibility of a romantic relationship between us is unlikely. She values me as her faithful friend and nothing more. I wish she was gay.
This song explains my feelings in a nutshell
